need concentration

Man, I want to cuddle with my teddy in my room with a full blast air conditioner under a blanket. I have too much on my mind now. I'm confused. I felt sad, mad, oh wow everything for last night. I know i was being a jerk for being such a foolish friend. Dude, I'm sorry for my rudeness. I know you're hurt with all those things I've said but you made me sad though. Nah, I understand your situation actually but i was being uncontrolled with all those people that is in the same situation with you but in a different attitude. The truth is the status i wrote was not throughly for you but like I've told you, it do include more. But perhaps all the messages I sent to you does hurt you more right? I swear that I can't sleep last night. I know you didn't reply my message because you're hurt. Dude, I'm sorry. I was being a fool for following my heart too much. I'm sorry. You're a good friend of mine. I'M VERY GLAD TO HAVE YOU AS MY FRIEND :(