since when?

Since when I missed you? Oh yeah since the past 3 YEARS! I missed you like fucking lot! How about you? Fuck. Okay. SHUSH ------------------(!)

Look at this way. For 3 years I've been hooked up with you. You know, this fucking 3 years. But do you care all the thing? Do you? Fuck you don't.
I've been littering all those special things for you. Stupid me. But you know why? Because I love you.
This 3 years makes me fall deeper towards you. But do you care? NO you fucking don't.
I still have your meaningful texts. I know. Lame me. Why? Because it is meaningful for me.
I still have your picture in my secret folder of images. Why? I admire you like shit lot.
I do text you every night. Why? Because I care for you.
I do give you my hopes. Because I really fucking need you!

Kay sorry for the bad words. Bye