Different.

People change right? People change for good. People change to attract others. People change for anything nowadays. And so do people in my life and even myself. I'm tired of pretending that I'm fucking happy. I AM NOT. HELL NOT. Note that please. Please treat me the right way. I didn't ask much. Just that. Please please please.

I miss my girls so much. I really do. I am so fucking jealous to see that Dania get to meet Zana and Aleen everyday. I am so jealous Sarah get to meet Farah everytime they went back home. SIAPA YANG NAK DATANG PENANG JUMPA AKU :'( 

I miss Hana so much. She's the only one that understand me the most now. I am relying on her so much now. Thank you baby :') You are the reason I can still stay in the so called calm person. Sorry for bugging your busy life just to hear all the tears and sad stories of my life. You really do understand me much and I am so glad to have you as my bestfriend. Iloveyou boo <3

You know what, I am not fully depend on the people in Penang. I can't because I'm hurt. I still need my old medicine because all this new medicine made me even more sick. I'm sorry but I can't stand this anymore. I wish I could turn the time and make a new decision. Bye.