Change.

Nadee, semua dh berpecah lah babe as in semua dh taknak contact each other. Now ni, I rapat dgn dania je lagi. Semua mcm dh leave us.

Dah agak dah benda ni akan berlaku. Dah lama terbayang. Dah lama nampak tanda-tanda ni semua. Dah nampak, terang lagi bersuluh dah sekarang. One thing, PEOPLE CHANGE. And you can't change that back. It's stucked. Not stuck but nahh, it won't turn back now.

I thought we're staying strong, but I'm wrong. We're not actually. I miss the old us. The six of us, that usually stand up for each other no matter what. Who will always support each other no matter ups or downs. I miss the moment when we don't even care what people are talking because we know each other better than others. I miss when we hug each other, the six of us. I miss driving all the way from Kajang to Subang and Melawati just to meet you guys. I miss receiving all those meaningful poems and quotes and advices and texts just to comfort me. I miss everything between the six of us.

We're too busy right? Too busy to answer calls, too busy to reply texts, too busy to get things back too normal. Or am I the only who is busy to put efforts in saving this friendship? If I am, then too bad. It won't succeed. I love each of you but if I am the only one who is working, I'm sorry. I'm not a super hero. I'm still the old Nadee who in need the old person in her life back because she misplaced the old her when she came to this hollyshit island. Thank you. 

I love you Dania, I love you Zana, I love Sarah, I love you Aleen, I love you Farah. Me miss all of you like usual. 

Lots of hugs and kisses, Nadee